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hameye  maha  ke  zendeim  to  yek chaleye  bozorg  o  kasif  be naame  zendegi  gir  oftadim,  hala  in  too  bayad  betonim boodan  ro rahat  tar konim,  pas  sai  mikonim  ye karayi  konim. yeki  az  on  kara  farar  az  tanhayi  hast.

va  man  to in mored  moshkel  daram.  dar vaghe axare omramo tanha gozarondam vali hala k mikham azash farar konam nemitonam.

vazeh taresh ine.....

kholaseye dirooz haye man:

ba kasi ashna shodam k kheili baram shirin bod lahze hayi k ba on harf mizadam, be ma'naye vaghei doostesh dashtam, on moghe senne kami dashtam, vali hala khodamo hargez sar zanesh nemikonam chon age on etefagh alanam oftade bod on adamo dost dashtam! ya sad sale bad.. sarnevesht ye chize.

vali on 4 sal az man bozorg tar bod, va edameye ma hich ma'nayi nadasht, hade aghal baraye on, pas ezdevaj kard.. ba kasi k dostesh nadasht vali... nemidonam.

Dardnak bood, naboode on adam kheili chiza ro avaz kard, az man adami ro sakht k chand mah pish boodam. bacheganas, vali hade aghal onghadr midonam k in mozo be khodie khod baese jodayie adam az khodesh mishe va baes mishe ba bi aberooie tamam in neveshte ha ro inja bezaram va az shoma bekham bekhonidesh..

kholaseye sa'at haye ghable man:

in saa'at haye ghabl barmigarde be 11 mah pish..

ba yek nafare dg ashna shodam, dar hali k adami bodam por az nefrat, bi etemad, yA az negahe bazi ha afsorde vali shakhsan az in kalame halam b ham mikhore man afsorde nabodam man faghat zood haghaieghy ro fahmide bodam.

on adam, bahash harf mizadam, raje be hame chiz, tanha kasi k oon roza bahash harf mizadam, be harfaam goosh midad, va ahamiat!

mah ha ba in adam gozasht va man taghiir kardam, fara tar az entezar karam behtar shod, akhlagham avaz shod, kheili chizaye dg, nemikham begam fahmidam zendegi chehreye khobi dare, chon chehreye badesh halast k khodesho neshon mide,,

kholase begam.. man in adam o dost daram, in dost dashtan alaki nist, onam mano dost dare, vali...

man faghat nemikham az dastesh bedam man ye kasi ro mikham k baham bashe, badan behesh beresam, vali

ham senne mane. va in mozo barash kheili moheme k hamsare aiandash azash bozorgtar bashe in mozo ta vaghty faghat khodesh raje behesh harf mizad vase man ghabele tahamol bod vali omadane ye khastegare bozorgtar az khodesh va to tabagheye ejtemaiye khodesh kheili oza ro avaz kard hatta raftaresh ba man avaz shod, kamelan, va hala masaleye narahat konandeye dg ine ke daghighan on harfa ro madaresham taiid karde. vali be shekle divane var va maskhare i nabodane in adam zajr dahandas baraye man. 

baraye yek bar, azaton komak mikham, rahnamaiy konid chikar konam, va inke che rahi behtare.. raftaresh kheili sarde vali midonam tahe delesh hade aghal azam motanaffer nist!